I Made You A “forever ” Promise And I Will Keep It, Even If You Are No Longer Here
You were one of those people who bring a lot of things and I am someone who likes to absorb everything that others have to give. This is the main reason why this “always” I am telling you about will remain an “always”, even if you are no longer there.
I am a person who speaks little, but when I have the courage to say important words, I take responsibility for whatever they entail.
You, you who have been in my life and who have helped me to give it meaning, you will always be in my heart, even if you are far away or I have left.
You left with a piece of me
It is certain that one of the consequences of offering my unconditional support is precisely that today that you are no longer there, I no longer feel the need to write to you. .
I need you to know that I grew up as a person, and that you helped me there: you know it well, when you build your future with other people, learn to be without them, it is is growing up.
Me, in addition to learning to be without you, I realized something that you certainly understand: all distances are not absence and all silences are not forgotten. To be honest with you, I’m more mature, but I haven’t learned to say goodbye.
Yes. I categorically refuse to believe that a farewell can make a person more mature. You left with a piece of me, and even though we have become strangers, I can’t let go of a person who is a part of who I am.
The value of memories spent together
If there is one thing that I am a little more certain every day, it is that we are stories, people and memories that have marked us. We come back to it to come back to ourselves: we relive those things that made us happy and made us smile, we look for what has hurt us and it touches us deep within ourselves.
When I told you that I would always be there, I said it knowing that our good memories deserved me to stay. No matter what happened between us, these memories hold so much value to me that I would travel the world if you needed me.
However, no. No you do not occupy the same place as before in my heart, but words without deeds are in vain and the word “always” means eternity, greatness, constancy and sacrifice.
In other words, telling yourself “always” was like telling yourself that nothing else mattered, even that you weren’t there anymore. It was to understand what it meant to have known you and not to forget.
In the heart there is always room for these beautiful things that we have felt
The amplitude of an “always” is clear proof that the heart can be as big as we want it to be. I know that you, by passing in my life, you knew how to enlarge it. And I also know that when you left, I didn’t let it shrink.
The same has happened with other people throughout my life: over the years, I realized that there was always room in our hearts to keep the beautiful things that we felt, and that we were the only ones who could give them priority.
When it was difficult to hold on to this “always”, I reminded myself that the things that made us grow were the things that took the most effort.
Over time, I have found that having someone who loves you in a difficult time is essential, as is having someone who makes you tick, even if only once. So there are people like you that my heart will never forget, because it doesn’t want to.
I know today that I will stick to this “always” that I promised you, and that it is not an effort on my part. It allows me to thank, forgive and know who I was and who I am.
